College Time

I wrote this on my phone. I frequently do that. If I don't have paper with me, I just type it up on my notepad in my phone. So if I ever lose my phone, I'll lose a bunch of writing.

This was about college. I freaked the first night. Was not fun. I had such a shitty day, and I just wanted to slice up the screen on my window and jump out. For real.

Gotta admit
I wasn't ready
Tears on the pillow
I miss you
I never thought I would
I wanted away
Freedom's supposed to be nice
But I'm scared
I can't help it
Tears on the pillow
Thought I wanted this
Thought I was ready
I wasn't.